So… since I’m never on here anymore, I thought I’d catch up..

I’m dating the most amazing guy in the WORLD Josh, and I miss him so freaking much! He’s in bootcamp for the Navy right now. He graduates in 4 more weeks! (Jan. 17th, 2014). What sucks is that we don’t get to spend much time together when he grauduates… which leaves me in tears everytime I think about it… we get maybe 2 days to see each other -until 9pm-, plus I’m going with his parents and I feel like they should spend more time with him than me because that’s their son!
We talk about marriage, and moving in together when he goes to BUDS in California. (He wants to be a Navy SEAL). But right now I hate how we can only talk through letters, that take 4 days to send and recieve from one-another, And then there’s the occasional phone calls on Saturdays that are only 20mins long or LESS!! Depending on if he calls his parents first or not…

I know wants he goes to Pre-BUDS he’ll get his cell phone back. But I’m scared that he’ll forget to text me back or that’s he’ll never call when he wants and can…

I don’t know I’ve been so depressed lately… its hard when there’s no-one that wants to listen to me talk about him… yeah I talk about him a lot, but I can’t help it…. :/

I’m really in love with this guy, he makes me so incredibly happy!

Just missing him hold me and kiss me is the hard part. All my friends and there boyfriends can be all “loveydovey”, but I can’t right now! And it’s like a slap in the face to me.

Sorry for ranting on and on, but this is the only place/person that will listen basically.

Just ready for our 8th month… because that’s when I’ll be able to see him again!

I love you babycakes, I’m so proud of you and I can’t wait to kiss you and leap into your arms on Jan. 17th. ♥

God I really miss my babycakes! One month can’t come fast enough. I can’t wait to kiss you again!

thislolita:

1. you feel hopeless
2. you’re doubting yourself
3. you had a badday
4. you’re worried about the future
5. you need a reminder of how much I love you
6. you miss me
7. you’re sick
8. you need motivation
9. you’re mad at me
10. you’re bored
11. you’re stressed
12. you want to know more about me

(Source: poutyandpale)